In this world of uncertainty, was I playing God trying to be certain of everything i desire? Or shall I call it greed. When I kept searching for myself, all I found was pain instead. This life can't seem to get enough of it. I found life, but it was a life not worth living. I found love, one not worth fighting for. I thought I was on top of the world, when I forgot what I climbed it with. My life was wreckless. I gave everything to protect the things I tried to own, I threw it all away instead. Well, what can I say? It's my first attempt on life, I failed it. I dont know if im supposed to be happy or sad about it. Maybe I dont have to know. I think i'd just have to take what I have and face the world with it. I'm too dumb right now to figure out wether time was wasted or not, or am im just trying to justify myself. And I don't want to know if the feeling exists.
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